Monday, November 3, 2014

Alone

No one was around
so I turned up the music
I danced like I did back when I was young
jumping
twirling
flying
I was reminded of a part of me
that I had lost years ago
the ballerina inside of me
remembered 
that I love to dance
 everywhere

Out of the blue
plans got canceled
and I found myself in a tree
my back rested up against the bark
and leaves in my hair
 the air felt 
clearer 
and familiar
It seems that I have 
forgotten 
how to breathe  

Just me
looking at the stars
deep 
down
inside 
I wanted someone to 
look at them with me
but then I realized
there's no one
no one
who would appreciate
the way the stars 
made me feel
the way I do
there is no one
no one
who will ever understand 
the amount I love the constellations

so I will 
tell God how much I love his creations
 He understands 
He always has

looking back
I realizes that sometimes 
sometimes
I need to be alone
when I'm alone
I remember