Alone

No one was around

so I turned up the music

I danced like I did back when I was young

jumping

twirling

flying

I was reminded of a part of me

that I had lost years ago

the ballerina inside of me

remembered 

that I love to dance

 everywhere

Out of the blue

plans got canceled

and I found myself in a tree

my back rested up against the bark

and leaves in my hair

 the air felt 

clearer 

and familiar

It seems that I have 

forgotten 

how to breathe  

Just me

looking at the stars

deep 

down

inside 

I wanted someone to 

look at them with me

but then I realized

there's no one

no one

who would appreciate

the way the stars 

made me feel

the way I do

there is no one

no one

who will ever understand 

the amount I love the constellations

so I will 

tell God how much I love his creations

 He understands 

He always has

looking back

I realizes that sometimes 

sometimes

I need to be alone

when I'm alone

I remember